haiz~ [II]
2008年11月1日星期六 | 11/01/2008 11:50:00 下午 | 0 hearts♥
i felt very shock because its been a long time we din chat..sum1 asked my results as usual
=.=
my results were so terrible
>.<
i must work hard next time..
today is 1/11
i wanted to study Sejarah today...
but,obviously i din study anythg
==!!
i on9 the whole day
although it was freaking boring
haizz
nothing to do...
although now hv reached 12 am
but i din want to go to bed...
i dunno y i feel like that..
actually i on9 the whole day waiting for him to on9..
but he din on
T.T
this is not the 1st time...
i know i should not waste my precioius time on doing nothing
even i hv been waiting the whole day (since now is 12am)
but he also din on9...
i wanna told him that i miss him terribly...
but i know myself very well that i would not do that..
>.<
because i scare...
i do not know what i scare...
but i feel very scare and i dunno what will happen next
=.=
sometimes
i feel myself useless and coward
haizz....
i know the next day i will be doing the same thing (wait for him)
but even he really on9 tmr...
i do not know what to do
=.=''
useless right?
>.<
Hui Ting asked me to go for caroling tmr..
bt i said no
because i want to wait for him
=x
maybe i start crazy for him
.......
bt he will never know
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